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Watching Season 9 Premier, this was me. THE WHOLE TIME.

TOO MANY EMOTIONS.

Watching Season 9 Premier, this was me. THE WHOLE TIME.

TOO MANY EMOTIONS.

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Day 5 - How do you want to be remembered?

I don’t know. I guess I’d like to be remembered as a good person, as a strong person. I know it might now happen, but that’s what I want.

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There are days when I’m feeling down. Then you show up, and everything is forgotten. All my troubles fly out the window when you look at me and flash that cute little smile. And when you touch my cheek, when you kiss me, I can feel the sadness melting away and it’s as if it were never even there.

Then there are days when I’m doing good, I’m on the brink of being okay, being happy. Then you show up, and it gets so much worse. You ignore my existence. You don’t say a single word to me, and you take everything I have given and am giving you for granted.

Then there are days when I’m feeling lost in all the sadness. Then you show up, and you make things so much worse. You use me intentionally, and act like I don’t know. You say these things that are meant to hurt me, and you say them to hurt me because you honestly just don’t give a shit.

So stop pretending that you care when you don’t. Stop saying you care when you refuse to show it more than half of the time. Don’t you dare tell me that you love me. I’m already breaking at the seams, afraid I’ll never make it back. And lately when you come around, I tear apart one stitch at a time. The way you look at me now tells me that you know what’s happening to me. You build me up just to tear me back down. And it’s working. I can’t even look at you anymore without feeling like I might cry. But that would just give you another reason to look down on me from your self created pedestal.

I love you. But I hate you. And I think the hate is beginning to take over…

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I wish.
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This was my day today.

ausssie-boy:

all of it..

This was my day today.

ausssie-boy:

all of it..

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